I want to kiss you
I want to kiss you when I see you
Hold you tight and never let go
Talk to you night and day
Make love under the gazing moon
Feel the warmth of your flesh against my flesh
Feel your lips all over mines
Be in the essence of your spirit
Travel once more in your mind
Yet in every moment I see you
I will just gaze in silence and shake your hand
Because I’m weird like that at times
That’s why I give good hugs instead
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The realization of what I have and what I lack the most
I’ll say others are emotionally vacant when in actuality I’m emotionally unavailable
Unable to speak my words but find the comfort to do so with my pen
The greatest confusion of all is how I made it far like this
But if I could tap into it all I know that life will be a true gem
I have to let go of all my fears and break down the walls that I have built
The realization that your own emotions can be what hurts you to the core
Made me abandon my own feelings and built the wall that I wish was no more
The door is finally in sight
It’s blurry still but I can faintly see
I’m tired of holding how I feel inside
It’s time to let fear go and just be….