Monica Renata

You bring me to the highest peak Then have my life quickly dropping down Then round and round I cannot […]

I pray you catch me when I fall Fall from your dear arms As my cold body drops Feeling loveless […]

The pain was overwhelming Like hot tea burning flesh Toxic like poison Venom from the serpent’s nest As cute as […]

I hope you never lose that smile That smile I so dearly love I hope your life is full of […]

​Each day the sun rose And on the same day it did set My memories grow old But these memories […]

Full to the top To the very rim Can be warm and sometimes cold Euphoric taste Almost exotic Sun-kissed skin […]

If you knew How my heart rumbled Every time you were near If you knew How your scent Had me […]

You’ll never know If you did hurt me You’ll never know If you made me cry You’ll never know What […]

I’m afraid to hold your hand I’m afraid to feel your touch For I might be reminded of how I […]

The key doesn’t fit Yet I try anyways Holding it in my hand tightly Turning with all my strength   […]

Closed I keep it around my neck Never to reveal what’s inside For if I reveal what’s in that locket […]

I dug you two deep rivers With the strength of my two hands Tore through the earth with my fingers […]

Isn’t it funny How the tables turn Once you were feasting Now your hunger pains roar Isn’t it funny How […]

Have you ever been afraid to be happy? So afraid to crack open a smile Because the times when you […]

I’m fighting a never-ending battle The battle to be by your side Yet the one that I am competing with […]

Cold Blistering Silence   As paint dries on the wall Air stale as week old bread My mind is in […]

I wish you didn’t call me beautiful Because that is not what I want you to see I want you […]

Take me to a place of peace The place I’ve always known The place where grass is always green And […]

You drain me Of the lifeforce that God has given me The essence that makes me smile The embodiment of […]

On Wednesdays I get question As if I have to pass a test I used to get so nervous But […]

You are thirsty But you will not drink You fear what’s in your cup Dying of dehydration But afraid to […]

My time is very precious This I won’t deny I give my time to you But you think that is […]

Why won’t you let the sun shine on me As it has shined on me so many times before? Why […]

Holes in my Sunday dress Sandals on my feet Hair a tangled, matted mess No one wants to see me […]

Ashes on the Dove’s two wings What as pure white it is now taint No longer pure as it was […]

Dig my hole as you did So many times before Place the shovel on the tainted earth And keep digging […]

I saw you sitting calmly Even though the world was on your back Sorrows have formed deep burrows under your […]

He resides within my bed At my loneliest hours He consumes my head Day after Day He fills my heart […]

My wait doesn’t last forever Neither does the morning dew For in the heat of the moment I may disappear […]