What was it like to lose you? 2


Two steps forward
Out of my life
As you walked out of my door

For at that moment
It did not sink in
That of you I would see no more

Kisses under the midnight moon
Would soon be replaced with tears

But those tears were not of happiness
They were of sadness since you are no longer here

A goodbye that took a second
Yet it hit me like a stack of bricks

It was more powerful than any goodbye
That I have ever experienced

What was it like to lose you?
It is kind of hard to explain
But imagine every goodbye in your life
Said to you in one day

An overwhelming feeling of sadness
That stabs the heart so deep
That life suddenly becomes unbearable
And words are hard to speak

And every time your eyes are closed
Your mind is consumed with thoughts
I should have done this
I should have said this
For now my love is gone

What was it like to lose you?
I honestly lost most of my heart
I felt it break inside me
And soon all feeling was lost

Thousands of goodbyes said to me
All in one day
Yet one part of me that wasn’t killed
Was that bit of love for you in my heart that decided to stay

Two steps forward
Out of my life
As you walked out of my door

For at that moment
It did not sink in
That of you I would see no more

But this is life
I guess that was just how things were supposed to be
So instead of wishing the worst for you
I wish for the best for you and for me

“When someone you love walks out of your life it is sometimes the hardest goodbye ever. That one goodbye is equivalent to every goodbye in your life said all at once……but despite this, never wish ill will on someone who walks out of your life. Just wish for the best for you and that other person as well….” –Monica Renata