What is the point

What is the point of even trying?
I find myself questioning this each day
Yet, I decide to be the bigger person
And be cordial at the end of the day
But what is this all doing for me?
Because I am not gaining at all
Yet I am constantly dragging myself deeper into a hole
That I want no part of

What is the point of even speaking?
If you don’t listen to a word I say
If you say my thoughts are meaningless
Then yell at me when I have nothing to say
I am slowly starting to realize
That you don’t care at all
And maybe this is just something
That I should have no part in at all…

What is the point
There is no purpose.
What is the point…….