To You


It has been months since I have seen your face

And I have told myself I would let go
But every time my mind wanders
You become the topic of all things I wish to know
I told myself I would forget you
And let you live your life
But it seems that I let go prematurely
And I didn’t even put up a fight
I think about all the times I was afraid
To tell you how I felt
I turned away when emotions came near
I refused to tell you how I felt
And now I find my mind wandering
And I pretend that I don’t know why
But I believe it is because of the feelings
I so desperately kept inside
It has been months since I have seen your face
And I have told myself I would let go
But every time my mind wanders
You become the topic of all things I wish to know
I hope you are very happy
I hope you are living a great life
I love you so much!!!
I just want you to be happy!
Even if I am not by your side