The truth about my Love Poem

Blue as the sky 

On this lovely day
I think about you
As I lay…
And what type of things come to my mind
A whirlwind of emotion is tumbling down
And then I finally catch my breath
And I tell myself “You have to relax”
I paint a portrait only I can see
And it showcases so many memories
The happiness I felt
The disappoints too
Oh how all this revolves around you
Blue as the sky 
On this lovely day
I think about you 
As I lay
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The Love Poem……….. To be completely honest, I think that I am fairly decent at writing them. However, truth be told, I am horrible at love. I am the type of person who consumes her world with so many other things that I neglect that aspect of my life. I am the type of person who is somewhat of a perfectionist. I always have to be the best at whatever I do. And I applied that to my academic career and now I apply that to my current job……but this thing called love…. I put in no effort………….. 
Sorry for the random thought after writing..lol
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