Is This Love?

“Ever found yourself in a circle

wondering if this was for you

A love that stand the test of time

Could this be really true?

A love that is just for me!

And the whole world will see!

But how can the world see

Something that is so cloudy to me………………….Is it really love?

Doesn’t this sound like many relationships nowadays? An over-burst of emotions yet some things just don’t add up. Loyalty is requested, yet it is only one sided. Promises are made and then broken and people are consistently “inconsistent” …..But despite it all, you feel as though you love them, right? You feel as though despite the obvious flaws,  you can make this work, right?…….But how many times have you thought that perhaps……Just perhaps… You deserve better?? ” -Monica Renata 

 

Two days ago

Or perhaps a year

You felt your heart just sink

 

To the bottom of a bottomless pit

And there it decided to wait

 

And in your mind

You questioned why

But never could comprehend

 

How a love like this could exist

So lovely that it can be a sin

 

Two minutes ago

Or perhaps a few hours

You waited for their call

 

And much to your surprise

You didn’t hear anything at all

 

The world was filled with something

The sound of vacancy

I think it’s called

 

Dreary, eerie silence

As you awaited so you could give your all

 

In morning dew

And sweet afternoons

And lovely, beautifully dark nights

 

You yearn for them dearly

But they are out of sight

 

Replaced by random messages

That say “I need you”

“I want you forever more”

 

But the actions don’t match the words

So should you just ignore?

 

Two days ago

Or perhaps a year

You felt your heart just sink

 

To the bottom of a bottomless pit

And there it decided to wait

Is this love? Could it be? You say over and over again

 

But in the back of your mind you’re wondering

Why do I continue to pretend?

 

For if actions don’t match words

Then words don’t mean a thing

Tears cloud your vision but to be blind you must not be

 

For actions show who really care

So always keep this in mind

If you feel like a love is fleeting

Think to yourself, “Perhaps this love isn’t mines”

 

Consistency

Reliability

A true, honest, heart

 

The beginning of a delectable brew

That shows true love, a combination of respect for them and you, at its start

 

If you can’t understand to where your heart sinks

Perhaps your heart sank to the land of unknown

A place of doubt where you don’t want to be

For if it stays too long it might get cold

 

Love doesn’t leave you confused

Love is pure and true

So if you are wondering, “Is this really love”

Perhaps this isn’t the love meant for you

 

Two days ago

Or perhaps a year

You felt your heart just sink

 

To the bottom of a bottomless pit

And there it decided to wait

 

But why let your heart grieve in vain?

For it is waiting for its turn!

To be loved like it is the most valuable possession

By a loving,respectful person who walks alone like you in this world